"I tried my best to feed her appetite keep her coming every night so hard to keep her satisfied kept playing love like it was just a game pretending to feel the same then turn around and leave again"

for all i've done?? this is wad i get.. NTH ya i've got nth.. and some msges tt made my day.. made my day so "great"~!! can u believe it..it's "great" i'm like a plug now..winner loves me and loser hates me cause i can harm u darn bad or bring u up high into winning the game


"I'll fix these broken things repair your broken wings and make sure everything's alright"

trying my best to make sure everything is fine and the outcome is that i burn my own fingers instead.. had a bad burn..now my fingers are asking me wad the hack am i doing? does this actually worth it?? for all tt has been in my mind now SMASH!! yeah i use the word SMASH!! and i've no idea.. no idea about how should i do anything already..


"And her heart is breaking in front of me I have no choice cause I won't say goodbye anymore"

her heart breaks?? as if mine isnt thus i've no choice and i wont say goodbye cause i dun see the need as i think everything has come to an end..End of almost everything.. heard about the bridge is falling down? yeah.. there's another 1 falling down soon.. or should i say has fallen already.. Thanks arx.. Thanks alot..






asked if i feel bad? why should I? Push the man to the corner and he will try to counter himself back and defend whatever he can. asked if i'll forgive? how can i when you are so unclear of yourself..asked if i'll give my blessing? why should i when the mask u are wearing i dun even know wad type of person are u playing.. asked if we can still be friends? give me 10 reasons that u deserve my friendship and u treasure it.. asked if everything can be normal again? why not ask God if he can turn back time..

I just wonder myself..why did i do so much anw?? why did i throw myself in anw? i just wonder was it wrong to choose tt path in the beginning? Choices have consequence no doubt, and the consequence now is the price i've to pay myself..

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I was so high I did not recognize
The fire burning in her eyes
The chaos that controlled my mind
Whispered goodbye and she got on a plane
Never to return again
But always in my heart

This love has taken its toll on me
She said Goodbye too many times before
And her heart is breaking in front of me
I have no choice cause I won't say goodbye anymore

I tried my best to feed her appetite
Keep her coming every night
So hard to keep her satisfied
Kept playing love like it was just a game
Pretending to feel the same
Then turn around and leave again

This love has taken its toll on me
She said Goodbye too many times before
And her heart is breaking in front of me
I have no choice cause I won't say goodbye anymore

I'll fix these broken things
Repair your broken wings
And make sure everything's alright
My pressure on your hips
Sinking my fingertips
Into every inch of you
Cause I know that's what you want me to do

This love has taken its toll on me
She said Goodbye too many times before
And her heart is breaking in front of me
I have no choice cause I won't say goodbye anymore

This love has taken its toll on me
She said Goodbye too many times before
And my heart is breaking in front of me
She said Goodbye too many times before

This love has taken its toll on me
She said Goodbye too many times before
And her heart is breaking in front of me
I have no choice cause I won't say goodbye anymore

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28/05/07

I’m so happy!! Cause I got to drive a speedboat without a boat license. Hee hee.. it’s just so cool cause I get to be a 5mins captain onboard the boat.. haha!! May only drive around the same area but it was fun actually. All of us in the same group got a chance to drive the speed boat..haha!! so cool!! And our sir was crappy.. he is so funny that I couldn’t stop laughin at all upon boarding the boat..

After the lesson I’ve gotta rush down to jurong entertainment to meet up with “brothers” watching 530 show n I flew down.. I alighted at the wrong bus stop..cause there’s another nearer bus stop which I forgot.. but nvm I ran all the way down and got to catch the movie just in time? Okok..we are late for about 5mins or so.. sorry lah.. lesson at sea..not class…=p

She completed her paper today.. so happy for her.. can finally end the game officially. But it doesn’t seems so.. I felt that she is giving me cold shoulder and I have no reason or idea why issit so..

Chiong my CRS hw until 3plus.. ZzzZzzZZz

29/05/07

Late for class!!! Argh..kena attitude by tt teacher.. overslept dun know the meaning meh.. as if I wan to overslept not because of ur stupid deadline I wont stay up so late for no reason. Kns!! So pissed off actually but after that more late ppl.. haha!! Well at least I’m not the only one who got scolding… haha!!

Had a mock test on engineering drawing.. kinda lame. Cause we only had 2hrs to complete everything and none of us complete it on time.. haha!! This prove that we are not ready for next week test yet.. haha!!! 5hrs lesson become 2hrs.. and another lesson at 4.. such a long hr break.. we can only slack at foodcourt 3.. slack unitil 345.. haha!! Slowly walk to class.. attend 1hr and off back home…

I’m so down..i’m so sad.. I dun know why but everytime I lie down on my bed.. I have this heart aching feeling.. everytime my phone rings I hope that it’s her who will msg me.. what is going now actually?? Can any1 enlighten me?? We haven’t been talking for quite sometime already.. ok..about 3days.. but it seems like 3 years to me… issit because of the things i’ve done?? What have I done wrong? Everytime I look at my phone.. while lying down on my bed..i just have this heart aching feeling.. haiz.. wad can I do?

Y does it always happen to me? U show it to me and I couldn’t have it in my hand at all.. only can let them slip off my hand.. what is the meaning of this anw?? Y do u like to play with me so much?? Is either u believe it or not.. the mace is totally curse!! Thus I’ll repay my deeds by repainting it and give it a gd servicing.. but really y does it always appear infront of my and I cannot hold it at all.. just like u dreamt of sth nice to eat but u just bite ur own tongue instead.. woke up from the dream cursing and swearing only.. till no I receive no msg.. I really miss her.. I’m worried about her.. all I asked for is just a simple reply of “sry I’m busy now” thn ok.. I wont disturb much thn.. but no reply at all..now my phone is showing pending msg..did she turn off her handphone? Am I irritating her? Am I being too hard on it?? I dun ask for much.. just being there for u.. y do u avoid me so much?? Am I actually tt bad?? Too gd? I seriously dun understand at all..

I'm just like in the middle of the sea now.. have no idea which island am i goin to land on.. or where should i be heading.. just drifting around in the sea.. hoping that there might be a ship/boat to come and pick me up.. =((

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I could stay awake just to hear you breathing
Watch you smile while you are sleeping
While you're far away and dreaming
I could spend my life in this sweet surrender
I could stay lost in this moment forever
Where every moment spent with you is a moment I treasure

Don't want to close my eyes
I don't want to fall asleep
Cause I'd miss you babe
And I don't want to miss a thing
Cause even when I dream of you
The sweetest dream will never do
I'd still miss you babe
And I don't want to miss a thing

Lying close to you feeling your heart beating
And I'm wondering what you're dreaming
Wondering if it's me you're seeing
Then I kiss your eyes
And thank God we're together
I just want to stay with you in this moment forever
Forever and ever

I don't want to close my eyes
I don't want to fall asleep
Cause I'd miss you babe
And I don't want to miss a thing
Cause even when I dream of you
The sweetest dream will never do
I'd still miss you babe
And I don't want to miss a thing

I don't want to miss one smile
I don't want to miss one kiss
I just want to be with you
Right here with you, just like this
I just want to hold you close
Feel your heart so close to mine
And just stay here in this moment
For all the rest of time Yeah yeah yeah

I don't want to close my eyes
I don't want to fall asleep
Cause I'd miss you babe
And I don't want to miss a thing
Cause even when I dream of you
The sweetest dream will never do
I'd still miss you babe
And I don't want to miss a thing

I Don't want to close my eyes
I don't want to fall asleep
Cause I'd miss you babe
And I don't want to miss a thing
Cause even when I dream of you
the sweetest dream will never do
I'd still miss you babe
And I don't want to miss a thing

Don't want to close my eyes
I don't want to fall asleep
And I don't want to miss a thing

specially to you.. =]

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it has been more thn 24hrs ever since the game start. i've broke the 1st rule.. i msg her =p just couldnt help it.. i miss her ok.. well she didnt reply me which is gd at least she is concentrating i think.. tml will be another day tt will bored me out.. haha.. kinda miss the ringtone of my msg..

have i done the right thing? playing this game i mean. oh.. i haven explain the rule of the game huh.. ok it's simple we arent allow to contact each other until after 28/5/07 which is chinese O lvl. no sms, no phone call, no msn, in simple no communication. totally focus on her exam.. it's for her own gd.. hope this will work out well.. =))



Woohoo... i've gotten a cheap goods!! $20 for a mp3 player from creative.. haha!! isnt it cheap enough.. lolx!! okok.. let's not shock each other... i've got it for $20 because i'm a member of creative and i've collected 20points? or $20points? well.. from wad i know the cashier told me i can just pay $20 if i use my points... y not.. lolx.. $20 lor.. haha!!! such a low price and i only need the FM radio and some space for the music i listen to frequently.. so worth it!! haha!! so happy tt i've gotten such a cheap mp3 player.. lolx.. it's zen ok.. not any XXX brand.. =p

ohoh!! this is a must blog.. haha... i've bought shrek ears from mac.. haha!! and i wore it from jurong to cck.. with my brother.. haha!! we both wore tt.. lolx!! so funny.. if i'm watching tt movie i'll wear it!! haha!! i swear!! lolx!!


ok this is so funny... ok it goes like this.. my brother was suppose to attend a meeting.. but he didnt attend cause he overslept... so he came up with this excuse "oh..my brother is sick i need to bring him to the doctor." when i woke up from my dream he told me that and i was huh?!?! me sick? oh.. okie.. i'm so sick now.. *cough cough* haha!! wad a lame excuse!! then i crack out.. ok let's visit Dr Sim. haha.. and we went to creative clinic bought tt cheap mp3.. haha!!

i'm like so miss you.. if only i could see/sms/hear from u.. it's actually kinda hard.. but i'll try me best!! it's only 1 more day!! and i think i've an idea of wad i'm goin to do.. =))

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wad a day today.. i get to spend it in school doing ushering job.. or should i say marshal? haha.. stand there looking at those graduates i thought to myself.. i wan to be the top student! i wan to obtain merit in my diploma.. hee hee.. dream on Kenny.. Dream on...

so happy for all the students today.. they have waited for 3 yrs and now finally today is their day!! 3yrs of suffering and enjoyment.. haha!! well depends on how you put it.. my job was rather simple i guess.. i need to remind those ppl before entering the hall to put on their gown (issit call tt?? not sure..well u know those thingy lah..) most of thm cooperates but some just ignore the reminder.. well we can do nth but just see them walk off.. after tt station i need to go down to another station.. standing near the toilet.. inviting those who have collected their certificates to go back up into the hall.. and inform them tt no waiting is allow.. haha.. most of them give the excuse of toilet break.. but they actually wait inside for their friends..

after each session.. we get to enjoy the meal.. haha.. and the last session i've made it clear to myself.. not full i'm not goin to leave this place.. haha.. i ate until i can hardly walk.. but wad to do.. i've to go home.. haha.. so i've to drag myself back home and squeeze myself in the cramp mrt.. haha.. wad a day.. i spend it almost totally in air-con!! haha!!

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consider myself lucky today?? haha.. i dun think so at all.. 1st i've to take over player to play game.. n help it to lvl.. but i fail to anw.. cannot tahan at all.. =p he came back just in time.. haha!! thn i had a unknown duty at clark quay..guess wad.. haha.. i got lost in s'pore river!! haha!! i cant tell the different between boat quay n clark quay.. haha!! today i can..haha!! it's kinda big different.. n ya.. only 3 bladers.. others r boarders.. n we were suppose to do a demo for ppl to see.. haha!! n ya.. i sux a stopping.. n ask me to demo?? wad a joke!!!

lots of things went upside down today.. find it funny also.. ok.. this will b the joke of the day.. i went home after the "demo" thn whn i reach home.. i found out tt i didnt bring my keys!! i tried to open the wooden door.. "IT WAS LOCK!" Hmm.. i guess there isnt any1 at home thn.. so i called my dad.. asked where is he anw? he's still working.. so erm.. ok lor.. i'll wait for him to come back n open the door.. so i lie outside my out house.. (the whole strech has been bought by my parents) fell aslp thn my phone rang.. it was bud.. cause i tried to called but couldnt b reach.. was bored.. thn i told bud about it.. haha!! wad a joke.. this is not the funniest moment.. thn i polish my skate's wheels.. thn halfway my dad came back.. i was still lying down on the floor.. haha.. with my skates on my lap n lying as if i'm on my bed.. haha!! thn my dad open the door.. the DUMMIEST moment is this.. the lights were on.. some1 must b at home.. ya.. n the room door open.. it was my mum!! she's at home.. oh did i mention about i called her n she couldnt be reach cause i could hear her handphone ringing outside of the house.. i even prank called my own house.. haha.. knowing tt no1 would b at home at tt moment.. she open the door.. she's AT HOME!!! doing wad?? singing out her Karaoke.. her only song tt i think me n my bro also know how to sing.. haha.. "ai pia jia eh ya" (hokkien song) haha... crappier! my bro also at home..but slping. so nvm.. MY MUM's AT HOME n SHE didnt OPEN the door for me.. saying she could not hear her phone Ringing!! OMG!!! she is singing way way way way way way way way.... loud!!! n i sit outside of my house for 20mins for NTH!! cause there's some1 at home.. but wooden door is lock.. -.-"" totally confused by tt.. wad a cRaP!


tml will b duty day..security duty for S'pore River Raft Race.. haha!! sounds cool?? oh yeahhh.. haha!!! i'll take some photos back.. hahA!! if i rmb.. =p!!

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how sweet can a guy be?? how do u judge a guy's sweetness?? every1's taste bud is different.. so how can u rate it?? or should i put it how can u show tt this guy is better thn the other??

this line is so sweet.. "I'll be your dream, I'll be your wish, I'll be your fantasy, I'll be you hope, I'll be your love, Be everything that you need" how i wish i can be tt great.. =p which is impossible at all.. perfect lover.. is there such a thing?? (puzzled)

"In lonely hours, The tears devour you"
such a line reminds me of sth bad.. it's like making my heartache.. funny rite.. i've a heart.. haha!! but i dun even need to see by hearing already makes me feel sad.. if only i was able to b right beside her n lend her my shoulder but who am i? in wad states was i able to do tt? i was only able to lend a listening ear.. and do some simple advice which werent much help either.. only able to imagine the sorrow she had to suffer and making myself looking like an idiot.. just glad tt everything has gone back to normal (i think)






Kenny had sign up for intensive O lvl english revision.. haha!! which cost me a bomb.. not free of course.. and ya i've another cca.. 'Debating Club' haha!! imagine me talking in proper english n battling with words! haha!! with coat and looking smart.. >,< eeek!! cant imagine it anymore.. haha!! but ya.. all to improve my english massively =p

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I'll be your dream I'll be your wish
I'll be your fantasy
I'll be your hope I'll be your love
Be everything that you need

I'll love you more with every breath Truly, madly, deeply do
I will be strong I will be faithful 'cause I'm counting on

A new beginning
A reason for living
A deeper meaning

I want to stand with you on a mountain
I want to bathe with you in the sea
I want to lay like this forever
Until the sky falls down on me

And when the stars are shining brightly in the velvet sky,
I'll make a wish to send it to heaven Then make you want to cry
The tears of joy for all the pleasure in the certainty
That we're surrounded by the comfort and protection of
The highest powers
In lonely hours
The tears devour you

I want to stand with you on a mountain
I want to bathe with you in the sea
I want to lay like this forever
Until the sky falls down on me

Oh can you see it baby?
You don't have to close your eyes
'Cause its standing right here before you
All that you need will surely come

I'll be your dream I'll be your wish
I'll be your fantasy
I'll be you hope I'll be your love
Be everything that you need
I'll love you more with every breath Truly, madly deeply do

I want to stand with you on a mountain
I want to bathe with you in the sea
I want to lay like this forever
Until the sky falls down on me

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Name : kEnNy
D.O.B : 24/04
From : Earth
Sports : Rugby, Inline Hockey












Friends.
Alicia =))
Azie
Big Bird
Carina =D
Dorries
Edith
Hidaya
Izwanizah
Jaryl(Nco mate)
Joewe
Kahmun
Luqman
Nazri
Nicole
Ray
Shahidah
Shirley
Slyvester
Yiling
YongJia a.k.a. Ah Boi